Need some encouragement for today!!

I’ve worked several jobs & before anyone says “you’re the problem then” hear me out.. I’ve left multiple jobs because I’m not gonna stay somewhere that is toxic & draining. I don’t participate in work gossip which is usually why I’m targeted.. & it’s almost always by other woman. I’m very sensitive, I’m able to read the room & people’s intentions, that being said i do my job & even more then my job tasks to stay busy so I’m not just standing around. The dishes aren’t my job but if I’m not doing anything in front I’ll do the dishes help with cleaning etc. I stay to myself, I’m friendly with people & have surface level conversations when spoken to but this job I’ve been at for 3 months is draining tf out of me… I’m tired of this cycle of having to leave jobs & having to find another one I don’t want to keep doing it but I dread coming here. There’s been 3 situations so far working this job that have made it uncomfortable for me.. passive aggressive behavior, catching the manager talking about me mid conversation… I thought I was on the schedule for my usually time & I guess I wasn’t and instead of her just telling me that I walked in on her talking to another co worker about me not leaving… like why not just tell me…? I’m still learning how to close the register because I don’t do it everyday & the woman showing me was so angry about me learning how to do it.. swinging her arms huffing and puffing .. (like I’m sorry I’m holding you up….? ) I just need to vent & need a different way of looking at things to get me through today… it sucks & j hate it :(