my life sucks

warning this is gonna be a long rant I just wanna spill it out. So first I’m 15 ill turn 16 in 30 days I’m worried about that because idk where to work I don’t want to be caught working at a fast food restaurant by people at school hopefully someone will understand this embarrassment and getting my license i need to study for my permit but I just never have the motivation I always seem to get hooked up into games I really just lack motivation and mental health I’m so lonely I talk to no girls but I think I’m attractive idk but I would just love to have a girl who would love me and yk all that but everytime I talk to a girl on snap I think it might be the awkwardness idk but they always end unadding me because I can’t talk im scared and stuff even if I did get a girlfriend my parents are strict and I couldn’t hang out with them they’re really not strict but they are just nosy and just like to know what I’m doing 24/7 like I went with my friend to go fishing (he drives) so we go and I’m forced to send them my location I just wanna feel free like It feels like my life’s locked like a prison but another thing about my friends I have only 2 friends I like the other friends they’re just really annoying like really fucking annoying my schools small so I talk to basically nobody but them and 1 of those 2 friends is my closest one that’s always there for me the other could almost say the same except he is kinda annoying he just understands me more than the others and the other friends that I have a class with everyday are so fucking annoying they hit me and beat me and they think it’s funny I wanna do something so bad but they are really strong I’ve been working out to at least protect myself a little bit but it doesn’t work they are ruining my mental health and making me not like school anymore. I’m sorry if none of this made sense i just wanted to spill this out and see if anyone can relate or give me advice