My Future.

Hello, I am currently a senior in Highschool and I graduate around May. I was in the process of joining The National Guard for months, but I was dissaproved to join. I never knew what I wanted to do with my life after highscool, especially when I always thought I was just so dumb and that i couldn't function properly. Especially since i have a learning disability. School is already to much for me, and college seemed like a Hassel that I didn't want to deal with. My sister was always stressing me to just join the army. For the benefits but the Army isn't what I want at all. I don't want to be miserable. At the moment, I'm applying to a college but it feels like I'm doing all of this blindly. I'm majoring I'm creative writing because I've always been a good writer, and I'm able to come up with something out of anything. Either if it's poetic or lengthy. I can do it. But like I said, college seems like a lot, and I've did my research and creative writing doesn't really do much for you. I'm just really stuck and I need some help.