Lost

I’m (18F) a senior who is unemployed with pretty decent work experience but regardless of amount of experiences or interview nobody is hiring right now, still haven’t gave up I’ve been trying for a year just for some reason it’s competitive when it shouldn’t be a competition when your just a high schooler wanting a source of income coming through . I don’t necessarily hate school but my patience is spreading thin and the only reason I’m still going is because of graduation requirements otherwise I’d leave in a heartbeat. I’m starting losing encouragement to do what I needa do , my mental health has gone down the gutter again because of the pressure of wanting to have a “perfect” set plan or whatever or overall not to be a disappointment.