Losing patience, exhausted.

28F, I just feel exhausted and tired all the time. I feel like I’m losing my patience - and my tolerance level has just gone down drastically. I no longer can fake it or pretend to make conversation, like someone or socialise. I kinda feel done with life - I often find myself questioning - what is life?

I literally just work, sleep, meet a few friends and go to the gym. There is just no mental stimulation. There is nothing I look forward too. To have experiences in life or travel, do workshops or events - it requires money. At the moment I don’t have surplus to spare on those experiences. I have been single since 3 years - talking and meeting people through dating apps also seems like work since everyone is either looking for something casual or just simply just not aligned.

Moreover the last few years was just dealing with one issue after another - parents health, losing a parent, a bad breakup, personal health being bad, financial issues and more.

I have definitely grown over the years for which I’m grateful but I just feel burnt out, exhausted and in a state of overdrive.

What can I do to make it better? What can make me more hopeful that there is more to life - than just full-filling social responsibilities? How can I just be happier? What can I do for myself?

PS - I meditate, journal, go to the gym and do all things possible already.

Any response would be appreciated.