Losing one girlfriend made me lose another

I was dumped, out of the blue, by a young woman with whom I was completely in love and whom I thought I'd spend the rest of my life with. She met a guy at work, fell for him and that was me out of the picture. About a year later I found someone else but couldn't forget the first girl. So that relationship didn't work out. I live close to where the second girl lives and she's become the most amazing woman. The timing was off, I just wasn't ready. Sorry, Emma