Little rant on life

I've told everyone I know but I wanna just put this out here cause why not. I'm turning 20 in a week and I've been mentally struggling cause I haven't had a job and I feel like I've been lazy, but I finally got a really good paying job that I start Thursday! It's not a fun job but it pays really well which I'm happy about very recently idk what happened or why but something switched where I went from not caring about anything to wanting to get my life together and start being an "adult" with the job it opens up so many doors cause I can finally start saving to by my own place with my wife and actually start doing things I wanna do I feel like things are looking up for me and I'm happy that I don't feel like a lazy but anymore I feel like I can live if that makes sense. I just wanted to say it to someone cause I'm proud of it