Life is full of ups and a lot of downs

The last few years have been really tough, lost a loved one, a cheating ex that I did everything for from providing and comfort to the home, lost my job, can’t find a job with my degree no matter how much I asked my contacts, applying, and recruiters. Did DoorDash and Uber only to treated like garbage, lost my home, my car broke down, lived in my car, transmission failing, living in the street, my son hating me for not visiting because I’m too broke and penniless, and almost freezing to death until someone saved me.

Desperately needing to get back up, I’m hoping this year will be better, stronger, wiser, and happier. Mental health declined, sickness, and homelessness got to me. Life has its ups and downs, I’ve been knocked down so many times and got up a few times. Why does life treat some of us this way? I’m desperate for answers.