Last night I realized my husband’s seggs is horrible.

I’m trying to get pregnant. I’m ovulating. Last night my husband gave me some horrible dck. I had realized that this is the first consistently horrible dck I’ve ever had in my life. My HUSBAND! Sad realization. He went limp like always. We were doggy. He didn’t make a deposit. I kept my thoughts to myself then later on I got on top and inseminated myself. This confirmed that he has horrible dick and I have decent pssy. Because I am trying to get pregnant I was satisfied with just him finishing. But what happens when getting pregnant is no longer the goal? What happens when I start to desire sexual satisfaction? It was really sad realizing that this is all I have to work with for the rest of my life. What am I going to do when I hit my sexual peak? His ex wife cheated on him. I understand why now. It’s depressing.

To make it even worse he always tries to blame me for his limp dck! “Why did you shower first? Why are you using toys? You’re not romantic enough.” Ohhh SHUT UP! Just don’t say anything at this point. Let’s just lay together in the embarrassment of you NOT being able to perform.