Lack of effort and hard work and bad decisions ruined my life, don't be like me or you'll end up suffering all your life.

I'm 18 and I've ruined my life: I've been lazy, I've made almost no effort to be productive, I've not been attentive in class, I've spent too much time on social media doing nothing useful, I've made bad decisions and I've done no hard work.

And now I'm living every day with regret, remembering the bad decisions I made, I can't sleep or think about anything else.

My friends who did work hard and made good decisions in high school and college are succeeding and planning their future lives: the job they're going to have, the house they're going to buy, the children they're going to have...

And I, who was dumb, have none of that and live every day thinking about what I did, wishing I could go back in time and fix everything.

I'm going to try to leave this life as soon as possible, and I hope that when I'm gone I'll be an example to my friends, my university classmates and their future children.

I beg you all not to be like me.

The pain of regret lasts your whole life and is incurable