just realized i have no friends, but i don’t feel as bad as i should

you’d think by being a decently pretty, studious, athletic and quiet 16 year old girl you’d have a good few friends? i’m living proof that isn’t true, although maybe there is something about myself i’m not aware of that makes me unapproachable or reject material, my friend group in school turned their backs on me and i no longer hang out with them or really talk. apart from school, i don’t have any more friends.

i realized this today sitting on the car with my dad, after he just commented that “i haven’t found my people yet” and yeah he’s definitely right, but taking it in and realizing that coming home for winter break to me means hanging with my family and being alone in my room, though to most means free time to hang out with friends was kinda hard to accept.

but i am fine with that, i wish i had some friends to love and keep me busy, but if i don’t i wont beat myself up for it, friendship will come at the correct time, i guess!