Is life just about suffering?

Im suffering beyond words inlost almost everything because of this severe neurological illness that doctors don't seem to be putting much effort into diagnosing I was already in a vulnerable condition because of my abusive and unsupportive background I bene homeless for last 5 months, I found a transitional youth program a week ago but they let me go because I was having seizures everyday with no explanation and now I back homeless and this is just 1% of trauma I experienced the last 5 months and i really starting to believe life is just about trauma and suffering.