Is it ok to feel this way?

I’ve been going through a lot medically lately, but I’m still pushing through. I don’t have much family or support, and being without a boyfriend makes it even harder. I just wish I had someone to lean on during this time. It’s tough to focus on myself when all I really want is to feel loved. Then I remind myself—I’m only 20, and there’s still so much time for everything to fall into place..