Is anyone like too hyper aware of their life?

Like I feel like I’m too aware that I’m alive like I think too deeply about life and the world and my purpose and I don’t just live. Like I feel like my mind is too active. It’s so weird. Like I’m always thinking and wondering and I feel like normal people don’t think so in depth about stuff and just like go to work date and do whatever we’re supposed to like do in life idk.