I wish I would of pressed charges

I dated this guy for a few months when I just turned 16. At first I thought things were going to be great… that quickly changed he became vv obsessive. Constantly making comments about my body and telling me he would look people up on prn that looked like me… I remember i felt so disgusting but also this was my first boyfriend so he made me feel like how he was acting was normal. I constantly felt pressured by him he wanted to rush everything and so I didn’t I wanted to get more comfortable with him. He was always touchy at time when it was not necessary and I clearly seemed like I didn’t not want to he knew he was my first boyfriend and was nervous. He would just tell me it was fine so i felt like I was just being sensitive. He would constantly ask me over and over after I said no multiple times ( he wanted me to kiss him goodbye we had been talking for a week I simply just didn’t want to and he kept pulling me back every time I tried to leave ) then he would just make me feel bad about saying no to things. I felt like he constantly was just in my head in one breath he was acting like that then other times he would do something really nice. Eventually I had some girls that knew him come up to me and tell me I needed to get out they could go to the police with something’s he had done to someone they knew…. I absolutely freaked out I already felt trapped and now i knew this information but didn’t know who or to what extent and i already felt like he crossed boundaries with me.

Ultimately I needed out and broke up with him but things only got worse from there. He told me he was going to harm himself. He went driving recklessly... long story short someone got him to go home. He would continuously blow up my phone and my friend's phone trying to get me to get back with him, or trying to figure out where I am and what i'm doing. He would send me videos of him sobbing and saying he hasn't been able to eat for days. He would text me that he would go and just sit at places we would hangout... you can see my room from the street and he would literally text me what color my lights were on or send me videos of him driving c saying he going to hit the guard rail after i repeatedly asked him to stop. One of the last things was he found out me and a friend of mine were at subway and showed up there… after like a month or 2 he finally left me alone.