I wish I had the power to reject and deny others opportunities

In my whole life, I felt with nothing but reject and failure. Coaches in high school cut me despite working hard. I get screamed at in airport security. I randomly get kicked out of football games while waiting in line by employees. I got rejected from the military. I hate how I have no power and just have to accept society’s decisions while Trump can ban immigration with a single pen. I wish I had the power to reject and say no others. I wish I had the ability to control others opportunities. It sucks only the privileged gets access to this power