I've Found the Reason for Continuing

For some context I(17M) have been on a path of self-destruction lately and ruining relationships with my parents, close friends and others. It's been a struggle to figure out how to go on, especially since I think I'm not doing any good for anybody. But I realized that I should keep going and for one simple reason, to make amends and prove I can do better. So if anyone here is struggling with the thought of riding the sewer, don't and find something to live for. I'm sure you can find at least one thing. Take care, and I wish you all well.