i think i am flirting with disaster.

i decided to study physics, i always wanted to become a physicist, and so i am studying at university, and thinking to specialize in theoretical physics, the problem is that i am objectively not smart, it's just a fact i fully accept, i am dumb, and i am sure that i will screw it along the way, i am not even sure why am i studying at this point as i feel extremely overpowered by my education, i think i made a terrible decision.