I need love in my life

Love is messy, super painful and extremely hard... But I miss being in love. I wanna be crazy in love with someone who feels the same about me.. I want passion and all those ups and downs that come along with it but throughout all of it, I want love that's loyal, respectful and that doesn't break. I want that type of person by my side that I see myself starting a family with one day I wanna have that type of love you see in movies...