I'm torn apart

So, 1 year before I decided to move to another country to get married to the love of my life, I moved to her country and faced the harsh reality that here English isn't welcome, for 1 year I've been applying to hundreds, or maybe more than a thousand vacancy, but it's usually ends once I say to them I can't speak Russian, now after this time I'm torn apart, I love my wife and want to be with her all the time, and in the same time I miss my family soooo much these last days, I thought thousands of time but there's no way I can take my wife to my country, non the less my family here, it's been affecting me so much that I even not have energy to do anything, and while my wife isn't there I cried about it, what should I do ?