I’m officially giving up dating completely with a 0% success rate. How do I forget about women and dating?

I’m officially giving up dating completely with a 0% success rate. How do I forget about women and dating?

I’m officially giving up dating at 26. I’m giving up my dream of being able to go on dates, getting married, having a family.

I was pretty wrong to think I could be dateable. That would be the equivalent a high school dropout applying to be an aerospace engineer.

Currently I have 0 attractive qualities.im a new healthcare worker w loans and who took a paycut to gain experience.im unfortunately obese and 5’6 and brown skinned as well. I get stressed a lot. And worst of all I’m a virgin despite not wanting to be. An older virgin is almost a big a turnoff as a guy w history of violence.

Anyways after an attempt where I survived I realized I’m gonna focus on me. I have 2 parents who I care about. I need to work harder at my job, I’m looking at other jobs and working on extra certifications to help. I’m lifting 6 days a week and counting calories to lose weight. I’m going to therapy twice a month.i may never be good enough for someone but I gotta work hard enough to keep myself afloat and take care of my parents.

I don’t know how to actually forget about girls. I can’t believe I’m gonna die alone but maybe I can do enough for my parents before I end it. I just need advice on how to forget girls?