1 week ago
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Hi guys, I just wanted to share this.
I've had couple of bad years, I'm really ugly due to various genetical issues, I tried to be pretty for years but it was all useless, and that made me sink deeper into my sadness.
I'm a big fan of "Inazuma Eleven", I've been waiting for years for a new entry in the series, and a couple of months ago they released a beta of the game, I played it on switch and I loved it!
And last week or so I decided to download the beta on PC, and I loved every second of it, even more so than last time. The game is set to release on June of 2025.
I was playing the game and then it hit me.... I can't abandon my life (yet). Until that date, next year, I have to keep myself alive and in good condition, so I can play the game, because that's my biggest joy/wish at the moment.
It sounds pathetic, and it is, but it's what worked for me. I've started to brush my teeth, to take care of my food, to try to exercise just a couple of minutes at least every day.
I've started to understand that relationships and love are outside of my reach, but healing isn't. At first those were just pretty words that I would say to try and make myself feel better.
But I think I get it now, I've something to look forward now, I'm not going to abandon my life, I hope you don't as well.
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