I'll never truly a woman my age. I only like older women.

At this point. I just can't. I can be friends with a woman my age in their 20s but meh there's never going to be that love or fondness that I have for older women. I wish I could but meh. I feel much more myself and comfortable. They make me feel strong. I honestly don't care if I have to be a stepdad either. I've gained more patience as I've gotten older. Yeah I don't have a lot of dating experience but people will look past a lot if they like the person. Idk.