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It’s the weirdest thing!! Me and my ex dated for 5 years and I can completely say he shattered me… He and I were virtually “perfect” together and had very similar interests, we were both pretty smart and shared similar goals in life as well as got along super well and didn’t get into too many arguments, I was convinced this was going to be my husband (btw this was my first boyfriend and dated from 17-22)
On our 5th year idk what happened but I guess the guilt got to my ex in which he shared a series of lies in which it included him lying about having had been a virgin when we met, had cheated on me and here’s the real kicker, he needed a place to move into and he found this apartment with some friends from his old school and I was like okay interesting I guess and he wouldn’t tell me how he found it, turns out the night he cheated I guess after the cheating was done he shared that he was looking for an apartment and the girl said oh I’m actually moving out of mine, you should move in when I’m gone!!
So I actually went and was helping him fucking CLEAN this girls room and I was so confused cause he said it was a “friends” but I found pads and nail polish and I was like why is there girl stuff, and he was like oh i guess my friends girlfriend left her stuff …. I broke up with him instantly
Anyways just to not make it crazy long those were the two main things and when I tell you I was destroyed I mean I went into a deep sadness for 2 years in which I actually got wrinkles between my eyebrows from crying every day, it was a betrayal and it had come from left field (he was actually very “moral” and believed in honesty and helping people, so much so I found $10 on the floor and he made me wait in place until someone came back to get it, out of the two he was the more selfless and responsible)
Question is now, for the past year I’ve been having these recurrent dream maybe once a month in which I show up at my Ex’s and I’m begging for him to get back together, some of them I’m crying on my knees like a crazy person!! Like “PLEASE TAKE ME BACK, WE ARE MEANT TO BE TOGETHER PLEASE😭😭😭😭😭”
Then I wake up and I’m like wtf, I’m not even sure I’d get back together with him
Why am I having these dreams all of sudden?????????
I shall add it’s been 3 years since the break up
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