I just want to be loved

I’m 27M and that’s all i want. Just to live someone and for someone to love me. This year i went through a tough breakup and kind of went off the rails during recovery. I’ve been with other women, hired escorts, and at the end of the day i just feel even lonelier than before because I don’t actually have feelings for the women I’ve been with since. I feel like I’m on a dark path and i can’t find the one true thing I’m looking for