I just realized that pretty privilege is actually real

Honestly, ever since I turned 12 I could tell that I was viewed as ugly. My family would make it known and my friends would lowkey show it indirectly. Like they would say things like "I could never imagine you with a boyfriend" and stuff like that. Honestly I didnt really care about romance and I was okay without it, because I had to adjust my mindset to thinking that nobody could actually ever like me or see me as pretty. However, each year I've gotten prettier and now I'm 17 and I've had a HUGE glow up. Now people are starting to look at me different and people assume that I have a boyfriend when I dont. Boys are starting to talk to me now as well. Even when I go out people treat me very differently. I literally still have the same mindset as my 13 yr old self and I dont know how to change that.