Before everyone comes at me talking about how stupid that was, I’m fine. I got a part time job, and paired with my savings, I’ll be fine.
What led to me quitting were the constant mental breakdowns - crying, anxiety attacks as soon as I’d wake up, fatigue, etc. Even my skin was unrecognizable.
Anyways, here I am today. I have left the career I thought would have been been for me and I’m back to a job that I had in high school. While it feels incredibly stupid, the relief I feel already is immense.
I’ve given myself a timeline of six months to “soul search” and figure out what I want to do. I don’t want to jump into another job that will make me feel the same way, and I honestly don’t really want to go back to the office at all.
Any suggestions on things I can be doing now to “find myself”? How can I really connect with myself over these next six months to truly identify what’s going to make me happy, what’s going to fulfill me, and what’s going to be the next best move for me?
I feel so lost right now, but I know it’s temporary and what I’ve just done is a step in the right direction.
Much love 💛
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