i just need a job

i'm desperate, i probably ruined my life with the choices that i made in the past, but i dont know what to do with my life anymore. i know i will recive a lot of critisism for that but i'm losing my mind everyday. I live in brazil, i'm 29, and i dont have a lot of experience in any area whatsoever, i tried everything but i cant get a job in any area, even cleaning bathrooms or anything. a just wanted to help my mother, my family but the more time passes, more i'm losing hope. i need an oportunity to show that i'm worth, that i can do good things in life. if u guys know anyone who's hiring people to work homeoffice, i can do anything for any price. i just need an oportunity to try to put my life on the right path and make me and my family proud. guys i'm not asking for free money, im sure people will think that i'm asking for money, but i'm just asking for a oportunity, just an oportunity. i'm a slow learner but i do learn. my english is mid but i can understand the language and i can hold a conversation. i just need a job, thats the only thing i want. i tried everything but nothing seems to work.