I’ve been alone and mistreated for so long I don’t really understand relationships anymore outside of an exploitative nature. I’m broke, in debt, bottom of the barrel employment opportunities, no car, no insurance, no home… treated poorly by others… in the end is there anything to life other than pain and suffering? It seems like anything good I get in my life turns into something horrible to where I’m worse off than before by the time it’s done. I’ve been trying to keep moving forward but the setbacks are getting to be overwhelming & it’s hard to continue on when I carry so much shame around the failure that is my life.
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