I have a social life but I sometimes wish I didn’t.

I remember the days when I had no friends, no girlfriends and no relationships to maintain;

I wish I was alone sometimes; maybe it’s just me but I feel kind of cast aside sometimes.

Maybe we all get a feeling of not being liked or like a sense of being inferior or the person/people.

This is all it could be and it’s important to just set it aside.

The person I’m talking about specifically has always been kind of hot and cold with me. I do like her and care but at the same time it’s difficult. We are both busy with our own kids and lives and there are boundaries that I have set I just am at a loss sometimes idk. And I understand that and I have my own life and freedom.

Just seems every relationship always ends on a down note; there is never a happy ending no matter how you slice it no matter how good the relationship is. The happiest ending is if people just slip out of each others lives without causing any drama or turmoil but even then the person is gone and it’s as if neither of you cared enough to even say good bye.