I hate my life and I don’t even know what to do

Ever since the beginning of the year, I’ve had this feeling that this year was NOT going to be my year. I have this feeling that I’m going to lose my job bc the workload is becoming too much and I’m having a hard time keeping up. I’m a temp to hire too so it’s not guaranteed that I will become permanent even though my other coworkers did.

I’m trying to get a second job but it’s hard finding part time work where I can only work weekends