I feel small

That’s it I feel and I know that I’m small, im a 22 years old male 5'5 with an also below average D*, I don’t know where it went wrong, if it’s the bad genetics of my family ( we live in a city with a lot of small height ppl) of if it was lack of testosterone or growth hormones, but anyways Im can’t do ANYTHING anymore and it sucks, I’m tired of being target of jokes because of my height and I’m insecure about my body.

I don’t even know if i will gain anything if I get angry at my family for being negligent to my youth, as I’m already too old to do something about my body. I just wanna give up and pray to born in a decent body and a decent country and a decent family, I don’t know what do I do or if I wanna do something, I just needed to speak about it somewhere because I’m can’t handle it anymore