I Feel Lost With My Life

I'm 17 y/o and I'm a senior. I will be graduating on May 2025. Honestly, I don't know what to do with my life, I decided to go to a community college after I got rejected from my dream college.

It was my fault for not applying to other colleges and have options. I was too naive because I have good ranks and good grades in my school. Now most colleges' applications are already closed and even if they're still open, they would ask for stuff from my school that I can't get during winter break. All my friends, they all got accepted to every colleges they apply, and I don't.

I don't know what to do with my life, I really don't know. I don't even know what am I typing down now. I know the world or my life is not ending now, but there are so many worries in my mind about my future. I've never been so desperate and so lost hope like I am right now.

I don't even know what I should do now. I don't know what I should say or think.