Just recently I started to feel like I cannot really talk to anyone about anything. Nothing I say is interesting anymore; people can get all the information they need online; AI chat bots can talk to humans and entertain or educate them at any time about anything, reddit is here to answer your very specific inquiries or make you laugh. Anyone can learn anything on YouTube. Talk about politics? Controversial and a headache. About work? Get a life. About your emotional struggles? No one has the emotional capacity to hear you out, and it's called "Trauma Dumping" nowadays. All the people I meet seem very self-centered, have their shields up all the time, and are very obsessed with their "personal boundaries." Small talk is okay, but leads to nowhere. I started withdrawing inward more and more. I've been really trying hard to connect on a deeper level with other human beings but been rejected more than I can count, and sometimes I tell myself "fuck it! Why do I have to always try?!" I am confused, lonely, and sad. The funny part is a lot of humans are feeling the same but no one wants to do anything about it. I am just counting the days until I'm gone for good and leave this hell on Earth.
TLDR; nothing is exciting anymore, I have nothing to say.
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