I feel like a loser for a 28 years old

I’m alone and I’m still a kissless virgin with no friends and I feel like shit after got back from San Francisco from my birthday (January 3rd) because I have no one to told about my trip and I had amazing time at San Francisco

I did everything to work on myself, I go to the gym, I got to some events, I even do the things that I hate so much and that volunteering and all of that is just work without getting paid and even worse I work at minimum wage job who still got to community college and I’m not even close to finished….. and I have autism and I’m gonna be a failure because of it and my only opinion is city jobs (bus drivers since I got my driver license several years ago), janitor or trade school but I hate all of those opinions and it would be a cruel reminder that I’m just a loser with a job that I hate so much and I honestly have interest in college and computer science but I’m starting to think I’m not cut for it