I don't think I will find a partner in life, a mother for my children.

Everyone these days around me seem to be looking out for a "partner", even though they are not perfect at all, has so much high boundaries that almost no one in my country has. For the last years, I've only dated woman that I for sure knew that was interested in me, and all of those relationships were alright. The funny thing is, I did all the things in the relationship, cook, bring money into the house, always buy gifts and flowers(Every single month I am not kidding) even invite them to go out?(They would never ever proposed me a hang out) But these months, I really cannot see someone genuine that I can meet, trust and love with. What is wrong with everyone? Are they looking for someone outside of this planet? I know that I am not perfect but maybe continue the conversation that we are having, I am interested in you?