I am latino/Hispanic and I view white women as more beautiful and "higher status", the latter of which is a problem. How can I overcome this?

Im a Hispanic/Latino guy. When I travel to countries like El Salvador, i realized I feel a lot more confident, especially around women of the same race.

I don't know why. I can't put my finger on it but I view white American women as "superior" and of "higher status". White girls are also so freaking beautiful. Not just their skin color but also their facial features and structure.

I remember I once had a positive interaction with a group of white women and it was the biggest ego booster and best experience I've ever had. I managed to make them laugh and everything.

I just wanna overcome this. I just can't help it. I don't have anything against any other race but I just view white women as higher status, superior, more beautiful, and "worthy".