I am just so tired of being alone

I have been alone all my life, since childhood, I was totally alone in all my years of school and college. All my youth has been wasted being alone, all by myself. I missed out on everything, all the childhood and teen experiences, all the great experiences one has in school and uni, I have nothing to show for the 23 years that I've been alive. Nothing works, I'm tired of hearing the same bad, repetitive advice: "just go outside", "join gym", "get therapy", "join hobby clubs", "just approach people and talk to them" yeah only for them to barely reply to me and show no interest. None of this works. The only people that call/text me are my parents. I have like two friends who only talk to me when i call them, never besides that.

I have been so extremely alone all my life, I've had none of those social experiences that are kids went through to mentally develop, you aren't a normal person of you've gone through such extreme isolation all your life. I can't connect with people at all, i can hold a conversation but can't make friends from it, i can talk to people a lot but i cant make a greater bond with them, we're nothing more than acquaintances