How to get out of this monotonous cycle

So recently me and my partner broke up after a 10 year relationship.

This has had me reflecting on my life as a whole. I've always wanted more, but I really want more now. I've realized I need to change some things up. Like a new place to live, in a new state, with different scenery. I want to be able to travel, and enjoy the rest of my life(I'm 38). I'd eventually like to meet my next love, and enjoy life with them.

But first things first...id love to just be able to find a cool traveling job that allows me to see the country, and possibly other countries....I just don't know where to look or start(any ideas)?

I just feel stuck, and unhappy. Right now I feel like everything is just hopeless. I thought i had found my life long partner, but I realize I was being held back the entire 10 years of making my life successful and fulfilling.

I just want more, and I don't really know how to achieve it, especially with the financial issues I face, which hinders me from doing a whole lot of what I want/need to do, to better my life as a whole.