How to find meaning again?

It’s been around 4 years since I moved into the US. I did not have a clear reason, but I had the privilege of living wherever I wanted. Something sparked me to move here, and I still don’t know what it was. I had a great life and a lot of people in my life before moving. Now 4 years later I still do not feel like I belong here. I wait for the weekends, just to feel empty. I do not like the weekdays, but nor do I like the weekends. Every summer I go to my country and spend time with family and friends who I grew up with. Not even once have I chosen to stay here over going there. There was a few moments where I felt like I belonged. Like when I had something with a girl for a little while, but things did not entirely work out. I still wonder if I will find out why I came here. Maybe find a reason and feel like I belong here. Because for now I am just going through life without feeling like I belong. Has anyone gone through something similar?