How to come to terms with ultimate defeat

16,m

How do I come to terms with the fact that I’ll never be attractive to a lot of women. This pisses me off more than anything else in life, and it makes me miserable that I’ll never be enough. I know my face is decently attractive and I’ve gotten that from good looking women but I’m only 5’9, 5’10 maybe on a good day(barefoot) and still while that may seem “ok” it really isn’t enough. I see all the times how women worship tall guys and then with short guys if they happen to give one a chance then it will be a one time thing and never again. It’s saddening that we short guys are always “settled for” you never see women say “oh I dated a tall guy” because that’s the normal and to be expected, but when she says “oh I dated a short guy” it’s like news. Problem is I won’t grow anymore as my growth plates closed, and even if I will then probably to 5’11 max. I hate the fact that I’ve been cursed to be this height, I don’t blame women for choosing taller men because it’s their preference, but I hate the fact that I’m not the choice. I hate that I’ll never be the guy women thirst over, and to be the second or third or whatever else option. I want to be desired and not to be something that a person only went for out of lack of options. Seeing how easy life is for tall guys , and how their only complains in life are “oh I don’t fit into this car haha” makes my case even stronger

Also before you comment just be truthful with yourself and me, no need to give me false hope because I’ve been on that track and that’s what led me to severe body dysmorphia and years on medications