How do you add interest and joy to your life? Mine feels boring, dull and lonely.

The one thing I implemented recently is eating outside on a bench. Like, during the daytime, I like to sometimes sit in a park bench and eat a sandwich alone. It’s nice to feel the sun and breeze.

But it only lasts a few minutes. Other than that, overall my days are repetitive, boring, filled with chores, sitting in my room, and not many joys. And I feel like I lost the spark.

I don’t have friends cause a large group of people bullied me in college (I’m currently a student).

Some things that will add interest like vacations are financially impossible. Cause we’re struggling as a family.