How do I know I'm on the right path?

Usually I'm a strong individual. I bounce back when things get tough.

I usually have my head down at work but I'm seen as a threat/outsider. I mean well, I just dont like gossip!

I've gained alot in last few years. A home, pets, husband and a baby. I'm deep deep down quite happy and proud of myself but never show it. People like to attack you and show jealousy if I show signs of being mildly content, my family arent nice.

So with all this hate, I feel lost. How do I know if I'm doing the right thing?

It feels so lonely sometimes.

I just want to be loved too.