how are you supposed to feel good about your situation when other people are suffering

through often times no fault of their own. People don't choose how smart or attractive they are or what kind of a family they are born into. I feel discomfort every day that my life is OK even though I don't work while other people work 5 jobs and are still struggling to the point that it makes me suicidal. they deserve equanimity, everyone deserves it and i often feel like this is all one cruel joke.