Long story short, I have never really had any meaningful, full-blooming relationships. Had only one relationship so far, but it ended badly and scarred me from looking for newer relationships.
My uni and high school years were spent pretty much unloved. Lacking a closer friend circle, floating alone. Everything feels meaningless, boring, bleak now. Considering getting into therapy.
All in all, I'm not really excited about anything. I feel that I miss the zest of life, the spirit of living.
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