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I used to live in America for a long time then moved to Australia and waa there for a long 13 years. I recently moved to a country that I really like living in.
I feel like the last 13 years I have wasted. I basically HATED my time in Australia. I dealt with horrible racism, mugging, robbery, assault and such. I was there in high school, bachelor's and a masters student.
I hated it there so much that i would think of leaving nearly every day. I still had friends and enjoyed but I would sometimes avoid meetups just to save money. I would skip meals to save money.
Im 27 now and I feel like I have 3 years left before life will become terrible from then and there. The normal fun things I like, i feel like i won't enjoy them like with going out or amusement parks. Back pain, diseases and whatever start to happen from then and there.
How can I overcome these feelings of resentment? How can I improve my future so I don't make the same mistakes? Life is much better now but I have such resentment
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