Fed up of going up and down the mountain.

Why is it every time I reach the peak of the mountain in life I get kicked down the bottom?

I'm fed up of getting somewhere in life and other people just shit on me so they reap all the benefits off my life back and I'm apparently the one with the problem?

I'm currently split up with my fiance, we share a mortgaged house, work and have a daughter together. She wants to keep the house but me to leave. I'm not leaving until I get half of what's owed to me from the house but in-between all that I've got to suffer with her toxic vibes.

Why Is it always me that's had to take the fall and start from scratch again? I'm fucking tired of it. I had alot of this being kicked out/ told to leave by my dad and ex's in my late teens/early 20's. I'm nearly 37 now and now I've got to start from the bottom of the mountain again and sort myself out.

FFS give me strength! I've dug deep in to my mind trying to work out if I've always been the problem but I just can't see it. Am I narcissistic? I don't see it, and neither do people that know me say that I'm not.

I don't know if I've just bumped in to the wrong people all of my life but right now I just want to be on my own in my house in my name only so no one can kick me off the mountain again.