2 months ago
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I randomly just thought of 2 minutes of my life, and something just hits me: why does everything never end? I supposed this happens because I had a lot of negative experiences, having the atychiphobia to randomly select every scenario that's going to happen next! I don't like having perfectionism, note that the apprehensive leads me to believe failures, which also has past negative failings, making mistakes, possibly most embarrassing things in my life I could think of.
Low self-esteem is another example. I'm sure all humans have this once in their lifetime. I can't seek professional therapy knowing something's going to happen again. If I met someone who's gentle, nice, compassionate, friendly, etc. I'll never see someone like that again since it seems like everyday I meet someone new, instead a road rage guy, or someone at the cashier is going to ruin my days or my whole month since my memory is sensitive and more threatening. Yes, I also have a fear of social anxiety just like some of you guys! Posting this on Reddit makes me more nervous since I had everyone backlashing me on previous times. Does anyone else feel like this?
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