Failure of a goal

A specifically moved to an apartment close to an MMA gym to train to get into 1 organized fight.

I couldn’t hold up the tight schedule to work and train. I had to go to work, hurry to the gym, train and then essentially go to sleep immediately. I could pull it off for a while but lacked the discipline to do it consistently. I ended up in a car accident that was my fault, mismanaged my money, got laid off my job and I couldn’t renew my membership. I’m back to square one.

This one hurts. I failed another goal of mine. I haven’t even been working out in my down time. I could’ve at least keep up my work outs at home. I’m tired of failure.