Did a lot of thinking past few days. Even with hard work, there’s nothing I can do to fix my life.

I(26M) concede to life. I’ve been going to the gym, therapy, working on an mba to combine with my healthcare degree, dieting.

I realized I can’t change the past and it’s a rough one. I’m someone who struggled job wise since graduating last year and finally have a full time.

I’m someone who the dating apps don’t work for being short and obese.

I’m someone who’s at an age where being a virgin is a handicap.

I’ve been goin to therapy but no amount of therapy will let a woman look past my handicaps.

At my age and lack of dating experience I can forgot about marriage or having a family.

So I’ve been writing my parents into my will. Slowly transferring money to them

I’m planning to be gone forever end of this month. Right now just focusing on making money for my folks and making goodbye letters and videos.

Thank you sub for giving a guy like me kindness